Little Lover's So Polite

I've been eating a little bit more, but I feel because I've been doing running, and just got my bike and started riding it, that I should eat a little more since I'm working off calories. Since I've given up alcohol for a month in a half I've felt much better. I'd never work out if I was hungover, and since I'm never hungover...I work out more. I never knew how much I'd actually enjoy it. Not necessarily enjoying it during it, but afterwards. My days just flow better if I work out. Even if I worked out at 6pm, I feel as though it erases everything. I always forget how working out is always the best coping mechanism for me.

Friday's run was hard. I felt like puking afterwards. Which I hear that means it's working. I'm so proud of myself. I need to stop eating so much though.... really. I'll lose it faster if I just cut out food. ESPECIALLY AT WORK!!! That food is fried, and disgusting. And you feel sick everytime you eat it. Saltine crackers are okay. No soda too. Except when you need the caffeine. Drink coffee, black. No more pink lemonade either missy! Baby carrots are always good snacks to nibble on instead. Today at work, it was slow. When I'm busy, I'm too busy to snack on crap.

Since I'm moving out soon, I'll have zero money for lots of food. And since I don't eat meat anymore, it's all fruits and veggies!

Going off to college... scary shit. You're 23 years old, it's time to start living your life. Going places. I am excited to see what the next two years have in store for me.